人生的任何一個決定都是一段心路歷程，包含著過去，打算着未來，成立於當下，最好出發點是愛，不是名利或者權利、政治，否則再適當的決定都讓人走偏了路。
經歷多重決定的一二月，我決定我要站著了，休息很長很長一段時間，好讓習慣於我存在的人知道，我的付出不是理所當然，我的決定不是隨便說說。不是我累了，而是事不過三的原則，我已經用憤怒強烈表達過我的意願與原則，我已經把自己放到最後最後裁決事情，如果問題依然存在，我的付出被視為輕鬆自在，我想那將不會是我的問題了。
對於那些問題我視為理所當然，因為我是一個很願意學習的人，願意經歷一段可能不為人知的心路歷程，那是因為愛，我對於人的愛。但經歷過這麼多付出後，我的選擇是不再輕易給，免得有時是我患得患失，或夜長夢少。我人生最後的選擇就是 愛自己，以及愛愛我的人。
其他的我畢竟無能為力，問題留給他們自己的人生。
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I gave up about my recent love to anybody. I stop it because everybody just gave up and leave my along. Thanks god and myself.
I can't believe that I go through all of these complicated situation and I'm really willing to solve any problem inside. I also can't believe that others just made their mind without any consideration. If I were them, I would feel bad and sorry to the other. Anyway, I don't have any chance to love them. Face it and then gave up.
Be a guy that is independent from love.
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